I miss you

It has been 11 years without you and still hurts I know no one will read this or probably no one cares about what i'm feeling right now, I know i never met them or see them face to face because they were from Canada and I'm from Spain but I loved the show and I really wanted so hard to see all the cast, you can't understand how much it hurts me their death and yeah I know it was eleven years ago but ... they're still here with me everyday in my mind, in my heart and in my body, I have a tattoo about them and yeah maybe I'm crazy and I need help but it was the correct thing I could do, it was the only thing I could do for them, I'm not the only one who still miss them, someone lost their children or friends and they will always remember them, why can't I do that? just because I'm a fan? I know that there are a lot of people who doesn't know who they are and they don't really care about them but we, the 15 Love fans, love them like they were from our family, you are sad when someone dies because it's a sad thing but when someone that you were watching everyday, even from your own tv, hurts more than someone that you don't know dies. I  hope you both are in a better place and you are happy, we will pray for you everyday of our lives, you will be in my body till the end of my days ... I miss you, always and forever you will be in my heart. Sometimes life throws you curveballs.

Curveballs